HAHAHAHA How long has it been? LOL
VERY LONG. -.-

Anyway, will be blogging more soon. BTW, Passed English! (I Think) XP
NO RETAINING FOR ME! (I hope)
Hmm... thats all for now i guess.

OH, Changed blog song. :D
The Middle-Jimmy Eat World
Will post lyrics soon.
Lyrics are really meaningful?(Inspirational?) Dunnoe how to describe.
Hahahaha

Okay, GONE.

Im such an ass. -.-

Probably gonna shut myself in from now.

Good-bye world.

And So It Ends.
Going,Going, Gone. (J.o.nathan.)

Changed blog song for awhile. Will change back soon. (:

THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS - It Ends Tonight



Album: Move Along (2005)


Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus:]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

[Chorus:]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Hey all! Ive not been updating regularly cos got no topics. HEH.HEH.

Kay, been thinking bout what i wanna do with my life for the past few days and have come up with this conclusion. I HAVE NO IDEA. LOL.

I guess im just gonna live my life as it is, with minimum regrets. :D

Well okay... Band so far has been quite boring. but at least we're now learning Flight Of The Piasa! :D Hmm.... Recently no good movies, OHOH. GOT G.I Joe coming out! XD

Save-ed money to go watch. AND.... My allowance increased! YAY. XP

Also, more good things! My "curfew" has been extended to 3A.M~ hahaha.
Which means... i can now go to east coast park to take a nice walk on the beach for a longer time! Although, nobody to go with me. :(
SO SAD. :(


I dunnoe whether ive changed. Haiz.... Well, change is sometimes good. :)

Okay, gonna end off here.
Bah-Bye. :)

Signing off,
J-onathanLee

I wish for love from that special someone. :(

LONG STOP FROM BLOGGING. :O

Anyways, im here today cos today was really fun! :D
During band, lots of jokes on Andrew. *Flags taxi* BLAM! HAHAHAHA.
After band, Me, Sandy, Assiddiq, Chien Wai, Brendan(?) and Samuel(met on bus?) went to eat.
LONG JOHN SILVER. hahaha. It was like super oily can. -.-
Sandy was like complaining that she sit alone. then when ASD want go sit with her she call him something. (Paiseh, cant remember.)
Then.... Me, Sandy and Assiddiq went to sunplaza park to play! :D
Fun sia. But then, assiddiq like pussy. like always dont wan push her on the swing. -.-
So..... I push lor. SEE I SO NICE. XD
Oh ya, Sandy whine alot today. XP
hahahaha.
Then, after awhile, got some girls come. Sandy was like super sociable~ ALL DAO SIA. :(
HAHAHA.
Then cos Sandy no money take bus, we walk with her. Ya, then went the sports hall take drink of water. LUCKY MET EUGENE ENG SIA. HE RETURN MY MONEY I CAN BUY DRINK. LUCKY~ :D
Must go again soon okay! :D



Thenn.... went back home. Boring stuff.
Then, you know who you are. NVR REPLY ME. T.T
JKJK. Just know that You are NICE. :)


Okay, all done.
Signing off,
J-onathan Lee

Move Along,Move Along~

AWWWW........ Cant belive, the holidays are over. ):

So far, the holidays are boring, BUT....Now that the holidays are coming to an end and school is starting, it just got me thinking you know.And i have come to a conclusion. SCHOOL IS MORE BORING THAN HOLIDAYS. -.-
But..... Upside is that school start liao, can see friends! :] HAHAHA.

Okay.... new classrooms. NO MORE AIRCON. -.-
WHY??? DONT YOU KNOW SINGAPORE IS A HOT PLACE? WE SHOULD HAVE AIR-CON IN ALL CLASSES. XD

Moving on... Michael jackson has passed on. :( May he rest in peace forever.


Okay, Cause SOMEONE ASK ME TO POST about I'M BORED.

IM BORED. :D Happy?


Hahaha okay thats all, Schools starting soon so wont be posting much.
By the way, changed my blog song to Home by Michael Buble :P Nice song!
YAY~

Okay, all done! :D
Signing off,
J-onathanLee

If You're So Strong, You Might As Well Just Do It Alone

Okay... Back after a long stop. Happenings of my life.
Number 1:
Did not do well for mid-years. failed alot of subjects just by like 2 or 3 marks -.-
So.... Must buck up next term. Study harder and stuff like that.



Number 2!
Okay. Class outing. Had a fun day, except.... I had no more shorts for that day. -.-
So went in jeans lor. In the end, still had fun though. Ohya, Miss Tia restaurant. BEST SIA. FOOD IS GOOD. Definitely going back soon! :D


So holidays. 1st and second week had band! Now no more. Damn sian can.
I MISS BAND.(especially one/many person/people. XP) Never mind, next week got! :D
So after one of the practice, Me, ASD, Faris, Chein Wai And Sandy went 18 chefs to eat. All of us order normal things except Sandy. LOL. (Cream sauce with eggs?) Ewww....


So today. In morning talking to Sandy. right now actually. Shes addicted to herself. Keep saying herself very pretty. HAHAHAHA. YOURE EVIL. I WIN. YAY.



Okay, gonna end here. May post again soon. Bye!
REMEMBER TO TAG. LOL.
Slowly Pulling My Heart Back Together

Signing off,
J-onathan

Whooo~ Exams are officially OVER! (Except for that one test called listening comprehension.) -.-

Anyways, past 2 weeks? Been studying like hell. Dont belive? Then go die. LOL. But seriously, ive been studying. Most of the time at the library after the tests with, Assiddiq,Sandy and Janice. alot of stuff they do ar... until cant study. But anyway, still managed to do some study.Even though i studied this time, i still think im gonna fail my math and probably chinese. -.-

Haiz.... But fail then fail lor. What can i do? If i fail its probably cos im way to lazy to study and listen in class.Then can only rely on last minute studying the night before the exam.

So can only blame myself for being such an idiot for not studying constantly. All I can say is good luck to me lor if i keep up this attitude, I'll fail in everything.

But then, live life withought regrets. You'll never know when you'll die, so I try to live my life to the fullest as best i can. :)

Anyways, I wonder to myself, Whats the world coming to? Are parents teaching kids anything?
I wonder cos on friday, after i boarded my bus to go home, i was sitting next to these 2 girls that were like primary 5? You know what they were talking about? They were talking about each others boyfriends. About how hard it is to hide the boyfriend from their parents and other stuff. Dont you think its abit young... One more thing. I WAS NOT EAVESDROPPING. They were talking so loud that i could hear them through my music.Which was being blasted.

Anyways, gonna end here. Nothing much to say liao.
I'll Love You Forever And Ever.
Signing off,
Jonathan. :]

Dang it.... Im so tired of this bullshit.
Too much study. My head hurts and all i wanna do is just sleep. :(
Im feeling damn stress siol.

Okay. gonna go now,more study to do!
Gd luck all!

Jonathan Lee.
No More Acting,Im Sick Of All The Lies.

I Want my guitar back!!
Wanna practise again, and able to actually play something...
Maybe i should just buy another one.... Black guitar or the normal brown?
Save money... $368 with GST niah.... Expensive...

Hi all. Im back ya?

Not looking forward to the coming mid years. I promise to study. Really i will.
Not feeling so good. Not because im sick or anything, i just dont feel like myself anymore.
Have I changed? I dunno... I just dont feel like myself anymore.
Im feel like i cant be happy.
Maybe i'll get over this emotionless period soon? Hope so.

Ok......No band= a BORED Jonathan.
Life is really boring without band. Nothing to do siah. Nvr mind, study study study.:(
Friday is a HOLIDAY!!! Whoo.No plans yet. Maybe Watch a movie. Anyone wanna go??
Okay... Im done here.

You Know i'll Always be on your side.
Jonathan Signing off.

Okayzz...... Officially BACK. Havent been around as my com has been DEAD for a long time.-.-

Uneventful week last week cos i was dead sick.had high fever and extreme body aches.

This week, just started. We shifted to an aircon class:D:D
Some things just happen i guess. Lost a friend? Gained a Friend?watever it is, as long as you have friends.

Speaking of friends, wanna give a shoutout to my Best friend! Ive only known you for 3 or 4 months, yet youve helped me through so much.I dont know how we became fast friends. But im glad i met you! And this best friend is non other than......Michelle! Wish we'll stay the bestest of friends forever!

Thats all for today i guess.
Hope to post more soon.
Byez!
J.O.Nathan
I guess All i'm trying to say is thank you?

STRESS SIOL
All i can say.
Quite uneventful day today. went to MALAY WEDDING.
ROCKED MANZZ. Food was good, many people all having fun! Sort of laughed at a few ppl doing karaokae LOL. Then followed mum to Bras Basah complex to buy some books.
I bought The Last Templar and Last Templar; Requim.(They are two different books, but both are based on the mysteries that the Real templar knights left after they were slaughtered Disbanded by the pope.

On my way back home, Saw Brayton on the bus LOL. Now bored
Kay Bye.
ONE MORE DAY.

Evviva i Templari!
(Long Live The Templars!)

Im finally done thinking. There is nothing left in life to worry about. so much has changed since my sec 1 year, new school, many new friends!(You know who you are...):D And of course, my teachers.

I've also made enemies.....BUT..... having enemies makes you think about what youve done, espacially if they were once your friends. They add the spice to life in school. So i just wanna say Thanks, to all the enemies that were made. Youve all made my life much more interesting and gotton me thinking about what i could change.


Now to business. Jonathan's gotta buck up in studies!Not too happy about my results. :(
But i can do it. Those who are helping me or have helped me, THANKS! I Love you all! Thanks to those who have encouraged me through my dark periods. I know during those times, i may have been a little Hostile towards you all, but hey, thats life rite?:D
Thanks for the constant encouragement from some classmates and BAND mates.(You guys and girls are the best!)

Espcially my dinnermates and friends from band( in no order of importance.) SandyLok (Self-proclaimed Chio-est girl ever!LOL.) Assddiq (Darkest guy i noe.) BryanHo( Pretty boy)Faris the short, MabelineYeo(My very helpful senior who gives me tuition when shes free.) KOW.(MOOZ) :P and Chienwai.(emo kid?) Of course, theres also WongLR( our crazy BM) And Cliff Halim Tirtamaya(Best DM ive ever met.) LOL.


Sadly though, seniors like Assddiq,KOW, Mabeline, LR and Cliff will be stepping down soon. :(
Thanks for the support guys. And thanks for helping me in my studies Mabeline. I'll miss all of you....

So i guess thats it for now.
Byez!

The Burdens I Have To Bear Just Keep Piling Up
Signing Off,
J.O.Nathan ( Future Prez.):D

(5 days to SYF)

EDITED.
Many ppl say ive changed.....I havent.

There are people in this world that just piss me off.That one person that just keeps pissing me off, he probably is OBLIVIOUS to that fact. Only a few people will know who im talking about.

So many times ive watched by the sidelines, watching you do things that piss me off. things like being an EXTRA, when noone wants to see you. The very sight of you makes me wanna kill myself. You are there just to stand there and take up space. You are not worth anything, even a pile of shit can be made into fertilizer and give nutrients to plants. But you, You are not even worth that pile of shit. You come back when noone wants to see you, when noone needs your help. You think so high of yourself and just because some people listen to your crap doesnt mean that they respect you. It just means they pity you. Ive stood by the sidelines for too long, quietly looking at what you do. What you do, you flirt, Cant you friggin see that shes not interested in you? Although you may think that touching girls may be just a "friendly" gesture,not everyone is so open minded. Someppl are disgusted by what you do.

Im done dissing that one person.:D

So.... Today, had band. I gotta say, i really slacked too much. Im sorry Mabeline for slacking so much.I really am. I know its the week before SYF. I'll work harder and be more serious.Its only 9 more days. According to Mr CHEE.z.y Chior was having exchange today. Copycats.-.-

BAND RAWKS. After band, me Kow and ASD went to Faris house. I was hogging the 360!:P Sorry guys. GEARS OF WAR 2 IS JUST TOO FUN! Left at abt 5? reached home at abt 6. had dinner at 7. Now multi tasking. Watching The fast and the furious while blogging.

So i guess thats it. Bye OH YA Happy EARTH HOUR!

Is'nt life sad if all you do is live?
Signing off, Jonathan.

Rorschach's Journal.


Yesterday was a fun day. After school ended at 12.30, I went to assiddiqs house with Chien wai to change! His house is sooo nice and big.... His mom served us homemade lime juice? Best ive ever tasted. THANKS. So performance blahblahblah. I kicked down the band room door!:P cos it was jammed. then went for supper with darryl, ASD,Faris,Kow and chien wai. We discussed about a certain somone that we all hate.

Reaced home at like 11+? Had a shower than slept.

Today. Quite boring. Nothing much, just went for a nice walk downstairs to take in the sights and sounds of nature... Went to my secret spot in my estate to think abt a few things... I prefer my private and special spot in school... nicer scenery in school.

So basically thats my 2 days...

My life has been a roller coaster lately, possibly one of the reasons i havent been blogging.
I dont know what to belive anmore, my head is in a whirl and i feel like just giving up on everything.And i mean everything.... which means quitting band, just giving up on my studies and just detach myself from the world.but i wont kill myself.Killing yourself is stupid. As ive said before, i just dont know what to belive anymore. There are people out there who just wanna see you curl up into a ball and cry.Theyll say things that make you wanna punch them in thier faces or kill them. these people are people who deserve nothing but have everything.These people seem like normal people but say ONE wrong thing and your screwed up. It could be your best friend or just one of your normal friends.They have friends and they seem to get pleasure by torturing you and wathing you cringe.They dont insult you but they make your life hell.
These people are.....well... i have no words to describe them.


For the past few days, ive been feeling very sad.I think ive got depression. Reason for depression: My good friends should know.



I hope shes reading this. Im just so sorry. I dont know what i did, but im sorry. Youve been ignoring my messages and i feel that your pissed off at me. Why? If i did anything wrong, im sorry, i really am. i just want to know why. Like ive said to you before, you are one of my good friends and i dont wanna lose a good friend knowing that i may have did something to piss you off. I AM SORRY. Please Forgive me. Or at least tell me why youve been ignoring me. Just let me not worry anymore....

Yours sincerely...Jonathan Lee.
I guess Im still just a helpless kid after all.

Finally done studying. Final tests are tomorrow then can relax. Went to eastpoint on sat. 1st time after band. then went in the evening to eat dinner, cool rite? Not much during band, only polish tuba.With GOOD quality polish. Now shiny sia. So i guess thats all? Should be updating more since exams will be over soon.
Bye!

Yo! Back! Jonathan has been studying studying studying! Cant belive i actually studied. :P Anyways Gonna play study now!
Actually gonna play then study! :D
Other matters, I extracted 2 teeth. now got 2 holes. soon will have 3 more extractions. -.-
Braces here i come!!
Gonna study/Play now.
BYE. :D:D:D

Bonjiorno. Also means hi. Guess what, today band ppl shifted instruments back up to the room. Carried 1 timpani and alot of chairs. :( Was extremely sweaty. if every band prac is like that, can lose alot of weight. :P Then stayed after that to talk and watch some of the ppl do study. Realised how close exams are so....... Gonna be studying so may not blog anytime soon.
So until then, I guess this is goodbye.
Seriously, whats wrong with people?? Close friends are close friends and nothing else!!So dont link them romantically. Unless you have proof that one of them likes the other party.
so goodbye.

Sup. not been blogging for quite a time as im not free.
I dun really feel so good, im feeling damn worried.(dont ask why.)
Feb 13 and 14 is not a day i like. Found out a few things that make me feel pissed off, sad and awkward.
Friday the 13th was the worst day i have had so far. And theres another one coming.-.- So dead on that day. Maybe my unluckyness will double or triple on that day. Then im truly dead.

Just learned that rumors even if they are true ornot, may ruin the friendships that one has built up.
What is wrong with ppl, cant two people of the opposite sex be friends without other people saying they are romantically linked?
Anyways, gonna end off here. Bye.

Yo. Havent been here for like 5 days.Why? Cos ive been studying like a good little kid. :D Wanna thank Mabeline for keeping me company while i studied! Sorry if i disturb you while you were studying.... Already expain to you my weird reason of why i have to talk to you while studying. Looking forward to more sessions!! :p Band today.And yesterday. Today was sectionals. Nothing much.Yesterday was fun. SYF 1st rehearsal i think we didnt play too well but still alright. When came back to school, had more band. Played much better.I think....Tuba players are cool!Why? Cos when they wait for others to play, the instrument gets very cold, hence COOL! :D Mr yeo say one...
I will now take bus 34 to go home from now!! heehee take other bus when i feel like it.
Will possibly studying later or tommorrow so yar... Bye.

Hahas unexpected fun outing today! watched the wedding game OMG the first part of the movie damn horny. :D Went bowling after that found out that i suck.-.- LOL. reach home at like 7+. Tomorrow got band yay! Wenesday also got band! wheeeee!!!
sian got school tomorrow. very tired now, going sleep soon.
Thats all Bye.

So...today is a holiday.Big whoop. Looking forward to movie with class later.Possibly be broke after that. Maybe back later to post, maybe not.Feeling damn emo...I dunno why. :( Ending off here for now.
Emotions are a hard thing to control.They can pull you into a deep depression or make you as happy as you can.

Yo! Prac today! sectionals was fun! I was having sectionals with Mabeline in one corner like Emo like dat. Still cant play the running notes properly-.- Must practice more. SYF coming. Never mind hope practices can be more "promising". As long as our section concentrates, we can all learn quite quickly. Go tuba section go!:p Also found out that burger kings burgers are much nicer than Mcdonalds.But more Expensive.Thats all for today.
bye.

Back....... Umm.... Played Basketball with jay james and some other people.LOL dunno thier names la..... So yah..... dun have much to post... So yah.... Tomorrow got band.YAY!:D At least got something to do!Hahas Anyway thats all Bye.

Wassup! Happy Lunar new Year!! for those of you who havent noticed, i tweaked my blogskin a little bit.(collecting money.)BYE

Wassup.... Back after quite a long time? Went to the Dentist today. Wait, wait, i went to the Orthodontist.... Specialist okay..... and now confirmed! Im getting braces! Wonder whether if it will have any effect on my instrument playing...... Anyways in other matters, i have to start studying my math. Gotta catch up. Perservere. Go Jonathan. You can do it.GoGoGo.
Thats all. Bye.

Wassup! Back from camp!! EVENTS DURING CAMP!
Day 1: Looong Bus trip-.- Then reach camp briefing and other rules....
Day 2: Water activities ,Climb the "Hill"500 meters of pure hell... (if ur wondering,i made it all the way!! YAY!) and then campfire!:) fun man. Got splinters from being flag bearer. But still the best night!
Day 3: Cleanup and finish off the rest of the water activities. Then another bus ride. Now at home. Very tired. Sleep soon. Tomorrow got band....
Lost the cheap shoes. oh well.... they only cost $8.:)
Dont have any mosquitoe bites Hooray! :D According to Mabeline, she got 80+ bites when she went but i didnt get any. Pity her. But i became damn tanned....-.- I got home and almost didnt recognise myself in the mirror. :P
Overall its a nice camp but a little bit tiring but its fun.If i had a chance to go back? Maybe.Maybe not. Ending off here. Nite!

Labels: KOREF

Hiaz...... Gotta study for Tests..... Damn sian....... Band today.Not that bad....Larry was actually doing sectionals....Zi Yuan nvr come.Had to do some admin after band. OMG the condemned Tubas are like whoa....They look like they are decomposing or something...Hope we can get new ones:p After band went to Eastpoint 1st then went to Tmall to scout for Jay's gift with assiddiq+Faris. As always, we drifted to the Yamaha...... And I am gonna save money to buy polish and cloth for the section!!(cos im damn nice:x) :)then long bus ride home.... Lucky got music.... Almost missed my stop coz i fell asleep... Reach home and have been on the com since then....
I think this is one of the longest posts ever!! Wheeeee!
Ending here Bye.

WatUp!! 1st day of going to school with the elephant on my BAG!!!LOL! Theres just one prob, it has a bell-.- which makes it jingle whenever my bag swings.......But nvr mind its still damn cute!! Thanks for giving it to me Mabeline!!!:D Cant belive the amount of HW we have during the first week......
Ending off here bye.